Saturday, December 25, 2004

Post Thirteen - Merry Christmas

Well it's been more than a few weeks since my last update and it's been about 3 weeks since I got back to Hong Kong, only a week left *sniff* I can't believe my trip is over this week. It's been an eventful trip with lots of things happening, catching up with family and friends, panic purchasing for postponed presents and keeping on top of happenings here there and everywhere.
This year has been a year of great change for me, and this blog contains many of those changes that have occurred (so I won't go back into it). This holiday has been in keeping with this trend and many new things have challenged me and shifted my perspective somewhat.
Some awesome things have been shown to me this holiday. First one; I was often, sadly, preoccupied with bass, playing it, getting one/more, thoughts about it etc, not totally the detriment of things around me but enough that it often took priority over other things e.g. work, quiet times, God centred thoughts etc. However, this Christmas, long story short, my perspective altered ever so slightly for about a day while I was preoccupied with picking out a present (I asked just for a harmonica for Christmas, my mum told me to pick it out myself). "Perspectives" by Kutless sums up how I felt after that quite well.

"if your lens was changed for a moment, would you still be the same"

Could I be the same? The answer is no I couldn't. You can't ignore the truth. Every cell in our being knows the truth when we hear it, it's up to us whether we acknowledge it or not.
Suddenly things are so much clearer, I've been able to let go of being preoccupied as before, and just chill. It doesn't matter, it was a block between me and God, and now I feel so much more able of worshipping fully with and without the bass, because thats what he intended me for.
Something else great that has happened is that I've been given a few clues as to whats in store for me in the next few years. I've been asking God whats happening next quite a bit, and he's been speaking surprisingly yet unsurprisingly (if that makes any sense) quite directly through a couple of people. I don't want to say too much as it's only enough to speculate but its comforting (and exciting!) to know that the plan is in action and the next stage is ready, available and waiting.
Thats all folks, next update will be when I'm back in the UK!


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